The 24th Birthday...

Yea am completing my 24years of existence in this world and starting my 25th year into this world.For many years my birthday has always been something similar and I have many to be around with....My mom making the sweets,my friends wishing me & going out for some party...
And the celebration,though very small goes on till the night dawns...

But this one is different,I'm in mumbai this time and it's really different to me...I dont know anyone here...I see a lot of people,speak to many but none is closer to me..A world whole lot of difference...A place where no-one understands the languages I speak,a place where temptations are high,but the real difference is I'm not able to celebrate...I'm hating the way life is turning out to be....A lot difficult than it used to be....

Well....the sweet factor is many of my friends wished me as usual. I'm glad that my brother who usually wishes at normal hours,wished me at midnight though far away...& my best friend wished me first...I felt I'm gifted with so many good people around me...the subtle loneliness in me kept through the day with memories of the past and the lingering thoughts of the past which I felt it the time to feel and fall in love with the past on this day.Rather I felt why not celebrate somewhere but have a huge lot of dumb work as usual and left of no choice than to work... :(

I'm not sure why am writing all this maybe my sad outburst might bring in some solace to my heart....sometimes you also want to try writing when sad also...:)

Many times I've felt life is not at all changing for me when I was in college or school.But after that it is all but changes for me...life is changing like a roller coaster that I could hardly breath my way through...the transitions are sometimes very nice when it's new but now I feet like "Life Give me a break....."

Maybe this is one birthday I would love to forget...I never wrote anything before on my birthdays as it was usual...

As I cross past my quarter century am crying three quarters more...Donno where all this would head-on...as usual whatever I thought is not what I got,yet whatever I got is not what I thought!! As life flows...hope floats!!