A few good things being alone are first to say....
- There's no-one to comment on anything I do...good or bad...
- I laugh,cry,sing or dance without any hindrances around and am not bound to any kindof controls....
- I can take my time to talk to myself and others with my own freedom....
- Put the speaker's with full volume!!
A few bad things which needs attention are....
- Many things happen uncontrolled...sleep,food,etc.,
- I tend to strain too much in my laptop as no-one to say "That's enough!"..
- I sometimes spend sleepless nights as I forget to switch the speaker's before sleep...
A few discoveries/improvements are...
- Lost a lot of my anger as I started being alone...
- I realised that I don't fear the dark...
- Started listening to more carnatic flavoured & devotional music which i've never listened before...
- Felt the neccessity and importance of people around me....started valuing and building relationships....
- I saw the positives in every negatives I see in this world...the other side of everyone's action sounds to have some meaning and reasoning as well... :)
With the positives moving me forward...and the negatives driving me crazy....I felt writing down makes some sense for me to understand on the negatives and for others planning for staying alone might get the subtle acpects of it.....I shall update this blog just incase I find something new and interesting!!!
Update-1:
After three months being alone, I felt loneliness for the first time,when I fell ill.I did overcame it by spending time with my friends...yet I felt is it a need for me to be alone, given all it's advantages,I did not wanna solitude take over my life...I started reconsidering it!!!
Update-2:
For any social animal like me,living alone is difficult.I was giving all the reasons about staying alone and now I backed myself back with my friends....Life is new again...
